Suzann Bresler Goldstein
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FIGHTING BACK: Doing Battle with Cancer, the website and the blog, is a collection of personal essays about managing our lives, the tragedies that sometimes befall us, and the in-between times that leave us marked by the joy of the moment.
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The Valerie Fund
The Valerie Fund's mission is to provide support for the comprehensive health care of children with cancer and blood disorders.

The Stacy Goldstein Breast Cancer Center
RCINJ's Stacy Goldstein Breast Cancer Center provides comprehensive care for people with breast cancer.

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Category: Cancer

Chapter 3–Cancer!

“Stacy, hon. Daddy, Valerie and I have to go into New York again. The doctor wants another look at her leg.” No questions asked; no further explanation needed.  I wondered briefly about my mother; how would she have handled this? But she was not there for me: not to rely upon or to babysit, to…


Chapter 4–Coping, Quirks and Queries

Valerie has cancer. All at once I forgot about Ed’s reaction to my tears; normally, that would have been eating at me. But his biting behavior in the diner really didn’t matter anymore. I knew he was as shocked, as upset, as I was. And his conduct, I’m sure, was as outrageous as mine probably…


Chapter 7–Back On Track

At last! After three inpatient days at Babies Hospital searching for signs of cancer and finding none, we took Valerie home. One surgical biopsy, twenty-six sessions of radiation and two years of chemotherapy were over. I believed Valerie was made whole, liberated, renewed. “No sign of cancer,” the doctors said. “We can’t say with any…


Chapter 12–Mouthy Kids

A pleasant calm prevailed after we moved into our new home. Valerie’s prosthesis became simply another fact of life and all but disappeared from our everyday vision and conversation. I took care of the house, cooked, did the bookkeeping. Ed sold kitchen cabinets and sundry items and the new office, recently located outside the house,…


Chapter 13–How Buster Became a Goldstein

The months passed peacefully or, at least, relatively so. Ed, Val and I would go back to Babies Hospital every three months for Valerie’s oncology checkups. That was always a bit of an upheaval as that trip had us all on edge. But Valerie was seven by then and maturing. Somewhat behind emotionally but the…


Chapter 14–An Unorthodox Community

Five months later we were back at Babies for another appointment with Dr. Wolff. A radiologist was already there–an unusual development for us–with Valerie’s latest X-Rays. He clipped them onto the light box in the small examining room and pointed to a faint shadow on her chest. In short order, a second set arrived. The…


Chapter 15–Decisions

The tasK of finding a publisher has begun. Know any?

My profits from FIGHTING BACK: Doing Battle with Cancer, will be donated to THE VALERIE FUND and the STACY GOLDSTEIN BREAST CANCER CENTER at The Rutgers Cancer Institute of New Jersey.